there was a time when i could look at you.
clear as day, see the soul in blue eyes.
as time went on they became a darker grey,
left to only wonder what lies behind.
unfair how you had changed the rules,
forced to play the game of deceit and lies.
set in your ways, so unfair, but, lord knows, I was set in mine.
so much i gave to you and so much I was denied.
lost and confused, scared to make a move,
best i could hope was to survive.
now it’s all over, check mate, i lose.
yeah, well, atleast i tried.